Nine hours and thirteen minutes. That’s how long it took me to close the gap which was opened almost 10 years ago when I first started reading Harry Potter.

It’s over. I don’t know what to say. I’m at a loss for words, and I’m feeling particularly empty. There’s no more what-ifs, no more theories, no more heated discussions about why something has to happen.

I’ll talk about this some more in my next blog. I might go wallow in my feelings for a while now.

I’m feeling a lot better today - Yesterday was just a really down day for me. Partly because my brother, who told me he’d come and visit me, changed his mind, claiming he didn’t want to waste his Birthday money. Fair enough, but still, he shouldn’t have gotten my hopes up :( I’m much better now though - I managed to sleep the emo-ness off.

Overall, though, this weekend has been an absolute crock of shit. The weather has been terrible both days, and whenever I’ve gone to do something, my plans have fallen through. James said that we could see a movie on Saturday evening, but he seemed to have forgotten and somewhat ignored me when I suggested that we go and see one. I spent most of Saturday night in James’s room, alone, because he was too busy on his computer with his brother and brother’s friend down the other end of the house. I didn’t even get a chance to see Vicki in her ball dress when she got back from her ball, because I fell asleep before hand. :(

Then, more dramas today - I had work, and so needed to get back from James’s place. James dropped me at the train station, only for me to find that the trains had been replaced by busses for half of the trip - and because I don’t know the area the bus was going to stop at, I freaked out and begged James to drive me back home. James wasn’t in the least happy, and was quiet throughout the trip. It rained terribly the entire trip, and at times was so torrential that I was petrified we were going to have an accident. Of course, James is used to driving in the rain - It scares the shit out of me though, because It hasn’t rained in Sydney like that for a long time, and i’ve never driven (personally) in heavy rain. Hopefully I get used to it, because it rains a lot in the winter here in Auckland.

James has since told me that he was okay driving me into town today because he knew that I’d freak out at the unknown area and get all paranoid. So that makes me feel better.

Work was pretty quiet in the end. Hiroshi, a guy I work with on Sundays, and I spent most of the evening looking up Chuck Norris jokes. It kept us entertained, considering we had maybe a total of 10 customers. Psh, boring!

I’m off to Sydney tomorrow to visit my family and friends. Should be good. I miss them heaps, but at the same time, I love it so much here in Auckland, and I really don’t want to leave, even for a minute.

anyway, off to bed for me. :)

PS: Check out my new flickr photos :):)