So, I went to the doctors today. I’ve been a bit worried about my physical health lately. I came off the pill in June and still haven’t had a bleed. I’m quite concerned that there’s something wrong. I had a blood test, so hopefully that helps explain why my body’s struggling so bad to be normal.

The doctor was so freaking useless. She barely said anything the entire time other than explaining how ovaries work. Which was just redundant, because, fuck, I study biology. Reproduction was one of the first bloody things I learnt.

I’m in quite a sour mood right now. I’m just feeling so down about all of this, and it hasn’t helped that the Doctor offered absolutely no help whatsoever. She just seemed to think that my cycles were still irregular, like they were before I went on the pill… Which seems strange to me because fuck, aren’t your periods supposed to even out by the time you’re done with puberty?

oy.

I really hope there’s nothing wrong. I’ve been reading up on the symptoms of Polycystic Ovarian Syndrome and the scary thing is that I can tick off a lot of the symptoms… And that’s the last thing that I want.