I have. Every damned day. I try to ignore it, but sometimes it just overwhelms me, like today. Apart from James, I don’t really have anyone to talk to here in New Zealand, and it kills me on some days. Don’t get me wrong, I love it here, but some days, I wish I had someone to talk to other than myself and my boyfriend. MSN isn’t quite the same.

Loneliness aside, i’m finally better after being confined to my bed for about a week. I still have a pretty persistant cough, which is slowly getting better, but frustrates the hell out of me walking to and from uni. I end up having what feels like an Asthma attack, simply because my body’s been so fucked over by the flu. Walking up a hill and not being able to breathe properly at the same time isn’t fun.

I’m slowly catching up with my uni work too. I covered three of the eightish lectures that I missed the other week, and i’ll be continuing with my work a little later tonight. Exhausting stuff! The other day I was so tired that I went to bed at 7.30pm and didn’t wake for 12 hours. It was ridiculous that I was still overly exhausted.

I might go out and buy a new computer this week. My PC was destroyed when the room all my belongings were being stored in back in Sydney leaked. It worked for a little while, before the graphics card conked out. I figured it’d be better and easier to buy a whole new computer, considering i’d need to replace more parts to make the computer better and functioning anyway. It’ll probably cost me around $1300, but I don’t know. The computer system that I wanted to get doesn’t seem to be available anymore, so I may have to call the company and see if they can custom build me one. Who knows, I’ll probably have to think about it some more now.