Well i’m ‘home.’ I wouldn’t call it that though. Ever since I first fell for James, I always felt that my place was not in Sydney. I no longer feel like an Australian - like a Sydney sider. My house is no longer something that welcomes me at the end of the day. Instead, I dread having to fall asleep in my bed, in my house, in my street, city, country. I don’t want to be here.
I want to be with him. I want to feel comfortable, and I want to fall asleep knowing that in the morning i’ll see something that welcomes me and something that I no longer have to wish to see.
As you can probably tell, i’m upset, hysterical even, and not thinking right. Still, this is what i’m feeling and I felt the need to say this. I’ll probably have calmed down again in a few days, but I still feel like tomorrow will be even worse than it is today.
I miss you, James.
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My name is Sarah, also known as Sewwy, and I'm 20 years old. I'm studying a BSci, majoring in Biology, at the University of Auckland. I'm full of useless science facts. I also have a love for photography, aided by my weapon of mass distraction, my NikonD40x. This is my blog where I express my mind and ideas.
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robyn
20.04.05 10:03 pm | Permalink
oh honey, -hugs-i know youre upset and sad but it’ll be okay my lovely. youll be with your james once youre done school, hang in there girl, your boy’s within reach. -mwah-
Stephanie
21.04.05 3:13 am | Permalink
I know just what you mean… To be in any other place than where your man is, simply does not feel right. I especially understand why you dread going to bed alone, my bed, too, feels way too empty without my boyfriend lying by my side…
All you can do is just trying to remember that, one day, you’ll be able to wake up next to him every single glorious day…
Razii Jinx
21.04.05 4:14 am | Permalink
I felt like that for a long time…
For two and a half years I had sustained a long distance relationship and for those few years we saw each other 4 times. Only
We are together now. And we’ve been with each other a good five yeas, still going strong. :3
So hold on! ;)
Angela
22.04.05 12:10 am | Permalink
i know what you mean by missing your honey… hell, i miss John when i have to spend a day away from him and i live with the boy. but sometimes he gets on my nerves… and i’m marrying this dude? hmmmmmmmm… lol ;) yall will be with each other again soon.
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